Well...today was a real wash-out...

Pop-pop's funeral was today, and since i really didn't want to cry in public i held it all back....and had hard time doing it.....then we were riding in the limo, we drove past the fire company where he worked for like 80 years of his life.....also he was given a soldiers burial at which we got a flag and his vetran's hat thing....this is one of the few times my father has actually cried....but now that i realized that he is really truely gone...i just wanna cry soo much....

Then right after the funeral i went to Matt and Mark's party, which was ok i guess....i mean...it was me, the twins, mike drumbore, kyle wagner....daniel kobal and josh michalik never came.....basically all we did was eat, drink, play football video games, and play football.....so then i went home....and i had a nice talk with Jana....

Well we are now officially over all because i told her how i really felt about bebe....and now i am waiting to get an answer from bebe as to what will happen between the two of us....she's worried that jana will say something to her on tuesday....so yeah.....

Today was not my best day...

Once again i've been told to update....and its like really late at night....so this isn't gonna be too long....

Well we had our band concert already, band christmas party, and christmas itself....all of which were very good i guess.....

My grandfather passed away over Christmas break too...on Christmas Day too.....funeral is on friday so i am going to that...

Also something happened late in the night......i made a reailzation that will change my life hopefully for the better....though no one may know what it is til i talk about it with jana.... and hopefully the other person involved in this will think about whats just happened....

Yeah I know its been forever since i actually did an update, but usually I don't get to go on the computer very often cuz of Sarah.....

But like in the past almost a month nothing has really happened except like we had our chorus concert, and i guess that went ok....and we had off like 2 days soo far in like the same week so that was really good......

Well I think the biggest thing that happened in this almost month was that Jana and I celebrated our 1 month anniversary!!!.... I love her sooooo much....well we went to pizza hut, which wasn't the most romantic i could have done, but i guess it was ok.....but i'm goin over to her house on thursday....so i can't wait for that cuz that'll be fun...

Well I haven't updated in a while and a lot has happened over the past few days....so here we go...

Well Thursday was Turkey Day....so I really didn't do much because I was too busy being lazy and stuffing my face with food....also I watched the Macy's Day Parade, and I was kinda ticked that both Pocono Mountain and some school in Allentown got to be in that parade....

Friday was pretty eventful...well at first I told my mom that I was going to go shopping with her....but when my sister got me up at 3:30, I decided that I really didn't want to go shopping that badly....so I stayed home and played Tak 3: The Great Juju Challenge for most of the day....then my mom came home around 1:30, and Dad immediately started yelling cause he wanted to be an asshole....then my mom went to pick up a pizza for supper, and it took her forever, so she got home with the pizza, I ate, and I had to get a quick shower before I went to Jana's....then on the way there, my mom got lost like 300000000 times because she wouldn't listen to my directions...but eventually we got there after she missed the driveway twice....but I got there and I met her parents, and we watched Napoleon Dynamite, then we went upstairs to her room and we had a very meaningful discussion about us, and she wanted me to sing to her, and I wanted to sing to her as well, but I just didn't have the courage to do it, so she started and I sang with her, then we went back downstairs and watched a little tv before my mom came to pick me up, then we went out to wait for my mom, when she came I kissed her good-bye, and I left......

On Saturday, I was really sick, I had a sore throat, headache, cough, stuffy nose, and everything....so all I really did was sleep....so not much happened......

And Today, well, it went pretty much the same way as Saturday, except I actually went on the computer and decided what i'm getting Jana for Christmas...hehe...i'm not gonna say what it is cause its a suprise....

Well I guess I've got a lot to update on considering last night was the movies..hehe....

Well my sister was the one that was taking us to the movies and we had to pick up Andrew...so we picked him up and met Kaya and Jana at the movies....we went into the arcade thing and we played airhockey Jana beat Kayla and Andrew beat me....so then we went and got our tickets for the movie...I wanted to wait to c if Andrew paid for Kayla cuz if he did I would pay for Jana...since he didn't pay for her, i didn't pay for Jana..which kinda ticked them off a bit...but we were like the only ones in the theater except for like this other couple in the back of the theater....but when the movie started i put my arm around jana and we sat the way the entire movie....then when it was over Kayla and Jana had to leave right away...so we kissed for the first time on the lips...it was great...but short....then we said good-bye....so then Andrew and I are wait in the cold for my mom...we get really cold so we go and we sit in the little mini mall thing...we call my mom and apparently she was sitting out right in front of the movie theater waiting for us.....so we took Andrew home and then i went to bed cuz i was tired...

Then today was a half day of school...YAY!!!....so everything went pretty well.....all of the blocks were easy....then i had to take the bus home so i kissed Jana good-bye..lips again...hehe...and went home...then when i get home my mom tells me that we have to go visit my grandfather, cuz he's sick and is possibly dying...........so  we went and visited him for like 2 hours in schnecksville....then we went to McDonalds for dinner and we came home...then Jana told me that she wants me to come over on Friday....so I have to convince my mom to let me go....thats pretty much it...